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This is a metaphor for how my days have been for a while. I still don't know which character represents my life and which represents my will. I used to have nightmares about this scene as a child and even later, something awful with the eyes and exposed teeth of a frightened horse. I heard on npr of a drug being developed to erase traumatic memories but how about one to erase just everyday crappy ones like losing your temper and shouting at your cat or missing your train and being 10 minutes late.